freeneasy

woah.
i just discovered picasa.
very lagging maybe. lol. its some folder manager thing that manages your pictures and images. and i realised i have. uhm, almost 4000 images? in the whole computer. xD

oh yah. this morning, me n zy gave huiying her belated birthday present then went to pick up visitors. : D its this giant pink heart balloon and sins chocs. drools.
lousy photo ):

anw, thought the music team did great. though, being musically illiterate, my level of awe isnt that high lah. - -" but their mo qi very evident.

when they responded during altarcall, was shocked and very happy. lol.

makan at starhub.
presenting the scary photo of the month:
its scary when its max size and is set as yr phone wallpaper anw.
\ its free and easy today after serv,
and a bunch of us went shopping.
rachfong, michelle, karchian, zhiwei, jiancong, guihao, sheryl, faith, heidi. did i miss anyone out?
thats abt it lah. so we went walking ard cinne.
i got earrings. ha.
zhiweis nail hanging on her small toe now. ouch. someone stepped on it.
so we spent quite sometime examining n discussing whether we should pluck it out. lol. conclusion by faith the expert is that the nails still stuck to some flesh. so cant pluck out? haha.

in the end, cant stand the crowd, went back to cuppage. send heidi off before going to play pool, end up no pool table. haha. the people inside looks very intimidating and old in there x(
so the whole grp of us went to S11 and yihui n yushan joined us.
thank god for cong! xD
i was whining about wanting an icekachang and noone wana share with me. heh. mich also want i think. so, he bought 2 and TEN spoons. the aunties there must hate us. lol.
so we crapped and joked around. i think they are so funny.

fun time of fellowshipping : D
people of different bckgrd, different sch. just sitting tgt and indulging in what God has to offer.

but im depressed now.
seven days to saturday!

tgif, again : D

todays one of those days that you just want to smile at the sky as you walk home.
i thankgod so much for barney! : D

we went psychotic. serious madness.
after guides, the six of us (minus weixin) grab loads of drink and food oppo sch.
the feelings somewhat familiar. lol. like how it was before.

then me n ber went off.
and we spent more than half an hour in northpoint and more that 10 bucks on FOOD.
bought sotong balls and sotong on a stick from old chang kee and sushi, and went to sit somewhere near the footcourt.
and i went into uncle tidbits to get lollipops. and soon, ber joined me, and we spent tonnes of time there okay. and got very fanscinated by the marshmellows and very shiny gummies.
and honeysticks. and chocs. etc etc
to people that know ber, this is really abnormal lah.

the entire process of just being crazy with her, being me and talking is really nice. haha.
guides was pretty enjoyable today. entertained the secones. :D kind of funny. we were reminiscing and we made them play the haha game. the one we played during one of the peer sessions. make them lie on one anothers stomachs and go ha, haha, hahaha. etc. its very funny seeing people do it.

oh, they were instructing the sec 2 and 3s about their training camp. feel very tempted to go. its one of the best parts of guiding life, really. recalls that scene, of me ber n jo stargazing late at night. and the murder thing they staged up. good memories. if it doesnt clash with any impt thing, i shall go : D

the overlapping of so many individuals life is really great. its as though its woven and pieced together with a prupose. whos the artist? You.


tomorrows wired.
i reallly hope to be down before the stage, saving someone again.

bowl-thinking day.

todays thinking day.
the last thinking day for me and peers. yeay xD
i hate feeling like an exhibition. you hear all those nasty mocking comments lah.
think all UGs can identify with it. like ahmeng @ the zoo.

happy birthday huiying.

nice cookie thingy from mrs lim :D shes so sweet.

after sch nea1 went bowling! after unplanned lunch at nyp.
grassroots club cathay bowl.
karchian keyed in my name as "lays potato chips", and it appeared as LPC on the screen.
then i went "lao porkchop ah" and then the name stayed on. did it happen like that? smth along this line lah, i have sstm.

had a fun time with them. cong rach mich faith joined us soonafter. celebrated seepeng's birthday and has affirmation session. keep on growing sheep. :D and have an abundantly blessed birthday!
everyone seems lazy to go home. stone around and talk. it was simple but enjoyable. hah.

yihui joined us after her cca and she went to ulu yishun with me. lol. its a short but wellspent time i guess. we were walkng ard looking for spects and bottles. of course, didnt find much. its northpoint after all.. ate BK with her and just talked.

oh yah, God blessed me with geog results.
i tell you, the night before, i was really very frustrated cause i cant get any more info into my head alr, and was fretting over some stuff. but He looks at my heart : D

this is said by a retarded someone- who has very sharp teeth
"my bag catch my leg and dont wana let go, then i trip and fall, and now i got a bump on my nose" good personification eh. - -"

yearn

saturdays are good.
good things are worth paying for. even if its paying with a pained ear.
as much as i want to scream "i just went and want to go to church!" into your face, i cant.
not until you really see my life transformation. if you ever will.
you know me all my life, but its more like mere knowing.
i know you tried to cover your incompetence and do your best. but..


nevermind.
im not going to go "i wish i..." again.

after clm, got my nano then went to zara :D im shocked zara isnt all black and white. cause the other time when i went, it was. me n yihui both got nice tops. yay.

service rocked.
the dancers are like "whoah! are those Hoppies?"
my visitor thought that they were hired. haha!
and the preachings all very true. i loved the meaning behind the skit.
can i dig out that memory when You were knitting me strand by strand, again?

all the time i seek for someone that can identify fully with me. but of course, noone can. noone goes through the exact same experiences. everyone has a unique lifestory to tell. but i know, God can.

thank God for the seven souls Zion saved.

oh, our glam eforts didnt go very well. lol.
besides huitian! : D so super glam!

very tired with all that talking with you. just settlle it once and for all,.

please carry me through.

soul

it was a day going down until caregroup.
its so nice to chill with those people. : D just being crazy.

i heard such a sweet worship today.
the song is nice, yihui sang well, but the main thg is i could hear this voice of someone singing along. the feeling is so great, seeing yr sheep, yr shepherd and the entire cg just singing their soul out, exalting and building Him a throne of praise. esp someone who hasnt joined us for sometime.

oh. mr neo showed us this very nice musical during SS lesson. he showed us a scene in the middle, so no head no tail and i dont know what its talking about. but its really very nice. they have this very huge choir as backgrd music. and a life orchestra. and the singers were superb. its smth to do with christianity i think. they sang about mercy, and about the fallen angel. the singers expression very funny. and he open his mouth so big that it shows him with a double chin throughout xD
i love musicals. its soulful. maybe one fine day i shall go n be a little tree in a musical. lol.

went to study at bk and ljs at yishun after cg. geog. ):
somehow studying doesnt give me that kind of "sense of satisfaction" many apparrently achieve.
but i like staying up late, finishing smth that i really want to.
then can sleep with great satisfaction what. - -"

wired. lets go haywire.
glamourous zion. lol.
happy birthday jieling. may you have many more birthdays with nea1! : D

vday 06

i thought that noone would bother about valentine's. apparently i was the only one that thought so : D haha.

thankyou all you thoughtful souls.
esp seepeng and trac- the rose. it was very sweet :D
barney- for the chocs, test tube thingy etc
jasmine, ying etc etc.

there was still some vday atmosphere. people still running abt looking for others to give little candies and chocs to. but still, it barely reached half of that last year. miss the seniors T.T and "our little village" at temp block, away from the rest of the sch. haha.

spent vday with three tests and school till 1820.
zzz. (my left eye has permanent triple eyelid already. but if u pull at it, it will return to double. hahaha.)

anw i wana be more open minded.
no matter how intimidating the though of As and JCs may be,
and how appealing TP and NAFA courses are,
i will be open minded.

somehow.
its a decision.

recently its really getting crazy.
its only tuesday but i feel so, so drained already. such a long school day.

lovetripone. yings bday

love triple one went quite well i guess.
so happy for yihui and her friend. cant rmb her name >.>
shes so excited abt God and everythg, its really encouraging.
seeing that space before the stage flooded with people is very heartening. its so full they have to do the briefing there and cant move to the room xD

uctm ended early. very happy to see seepeng joining us. the mini imparting by cong was inspiring. watering with the right water. so all will grow and flourish togets. got shoo-ed by the security guard halfway thru the meeting though. haha.

oh, i feel very blessed.
i was roaming ard cinne waiting for mak to come when i venture into the I21 place @ cinne. its like a huge Apple products showcase cum service place. and they are going to replace my nano with a NEW one! apple has such good service. thank god its still under waranty. if not just talking to that service guy will be a whooping 50 bucks. but cause it is less than a yr old, everythg is completely free, which only shows how cheap the cost price of the product is. anw i sounded super retarded throughout the entire conver. i cant even find the place to get a Q number. >.<

anw one by one, mak, jasm, ber n xin came and we went to the cafe place on cinner level two. you know the one people always curse at, cause it block off and pple need to walk one whole round just to go up to the higher levels. anw before ying came, jasm was trying to open the pack of chocs to empty it into the candy machine thg. (like you turn the knob then the choc will roll out one) and she opened, and all the chocs FLEW. like, all over the place. malu, malu. at this time were in the restaurant already xD

and dont know why, whenever ying tries to turn the knob to get chocs, the machine will get stuck. xin n ber fiddled with it for so long, but i just anyhow turn and the choc rolled out. lol. happened twice.

oh, and the restaurant plays tom and jerry. i dont know why.
we ordered this surprise birthday delight fanfare thg. but the only "fanfare" was the quiet entrance of the waitress. but wdv, the icecream was very nice.

uhm, the weird veggie thingy on ying's shoulder is smth ber was very obsessed abt. - -"

and, malu AGN. xD they got this candle thg on the table to make the place more atmospheric. and i itchy hand, went to put the tissue near it. and the tissue caught fire, and the fire grew very big xD thank God the rest of them went to the toilet, if not we would have screamed. ber attempted to put the fire out. then it grew bigger then the waiter at the next table dip damp tissue on it. and it went out. haaaa.

had a good time with them : D
and God bless again, parents off at dinner. so can spend time with them.

next sat got thinking day celebration. argh. i wana go wired ):

results,

im retyping this for the third time!
i hope stupid blogger doesnt go bonkers again. what, the olevel pple massblog or what ):

anw really happy to see all the seniors doing well. esp those 30pointer to single digit pointer. ",
miss that batch alot. the atmosphere at the hall and at class were all very scary. the sec ons were really animated. they flash the slides of the tabulation of all the percentages and averages and they keep going WAHHHH!!! - -""dont even know they go for what cause they dont even know this batch >_<

yah, back at class, pple cry even before they get close to the result slips. screaming, jumping, hugging, hi5-ing, crying. diverse, diverse. anw i really thank God for my results. its beyond me i think. considering i attempted to spot the oral conver Qn, failed miserably but still get a distnct. to you: we dont understand His ways, but we can trust it is higher than out ways. some day we will get it, but now we will work :D


my parents aint impressed w my grade or anythg. but i really want to show them i do study, even though im always out doing things. but i will still continue waiting.

its amazing how i can talk with huiying now, and really share abt thgs we can relate to, despite such misunderstandings last time. church brings people together xD

went for prayer meeting after getting smth from ps with jo.
loads of sec4s there, and i think they all did well too. (:
went home with kar, and i think shes super funny.

kar: *says smth*
lays: *laughs*
kar: why you laugh? i was only kidding
*pauses* but if im kidding, you shud laugh right?
lays: laughs harder*

kar:*spills coke*
kar: oh no!! it looks like pee! can i label it coke so people wont thik i pee?!

shes like a little sister. haha. alvin n cong were on the same bus and were sitting 10 rows behind, facing us. if they can hear kar, surely LOL also.
oh, and somehow my nano display isnt working. i think i crack it by .... i dont know how i manage to crack it. but it still can play. so its like working like an ipod shuffle now. - -" must fix it asap.



tomorrows love triple one! xD we gona see the entire place being filled up!
happy birthday, ying xD

some class.

recently everyones into long layout where everything is on the same page. esp model shots one. and im feeling very lag. xD

lessons ended at six. and i almost die-d.
and im very irritated by my class.
we actually piss off mrs lim - -"
power man. i dont think any other class is capable of doing that, shes so nice!
(im guilty too, for dozing off :X) but i dont know why after she left disappointedly, noone cared.
and all the bickering in class, its like.. primary school.
on the surface, we seem like such a nice and rahrah enthu class. but, its actually pretty divided.
its only feb. i dont want to stay miserable.

anw results day tomorrow.
xD waiting to hear good news from the seniors.
off to theorems. ciaos!

a sec one called carine started to call pete thai korkor, and its so funny.
then she attempted to call me lingling sis. its not gona happen (:

today caregrp was funny. i enjoyed myself : D
its nice to sit back and watch tracie n karchian chair, and it was very funny. they were supposed to be cupid, but i dont have big cardboard to make arrow and bow, so they became angels?
pple and those wings (:
this picture's very funny. xD

the innocent one called to take a pict

anw nea3's videos very funny!
jon's dancing is way popular, the video was played for like, 7 times. haha.

after cgs, me, huitian and pete went for design 101 course. xD the age range from 14 to 61? way cool. people from all the services. but we could only stay for a short time. and the host of the workshop was so nice hes going to give us the video of the entire workshop, so we dont miss out. xD

and, huitian can sleep on train, standing. --" she did that from tpy to yishun. and i didnt dare to sleep, cause i will jelly and fall. she's very pro. haha.

anw, for all who want to boost yr confidence.
the "tree" is shorter than ber!! ha. look how bored we were at guides we resort to taking such photos.

anw, pam and her sister in guides reminds me of del so much. in sec one, del thought that i looked like her sister and was very nice to me (i wonder why, considering i look very very guai in sec one). miss having her ard. hope to meet her at some church event someday. xD

1 day to Oresults.
2 says to lovetriple one.

badday

Bad Day by daniel powter
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

yesternight was just sitting down in the dark room, with the laptop on my lap, and typing down some reflections. like the preace and can really think more.

school is getting very sickening, very drained out by the stuff they pile on us.
and our loving tchers gona give three tests on valentines. aww. x(
i was trying to imagine everything being made up of atoms, then it reminded me of pointalism

wanted to eat swensens icecream badly but noones free, so i settled for mcflurry first. and its so depressing. the machine at amk macs spoil or what, the icecream tasted really, really weird. felt more miserable.
but xin, ber and me went to np's swensens : D they gave in to me. haha. and we shared a tiny sticky chewy choc. dont think we will do this a few years later. lol.


i see you squabble over that own void in your heart,
and i wonder what happened to you.
you have seen the light and you decide to run from it
i pray that you will discover it again, and keep it there.

i see you running alongside me
then you started lagging behind
i tried to pull you
but you dont want to keep up.

i see your transition
not a metamorphosis to a beauty
but sinking deeper
please wake, and look again.

sat.sun

currently very tired. cause cheng qiang and cheong finish hw till 4am ytd morn.
and went for tuition this morn. pj brought us chocs (:

anw i turned down three grps of pple just to go RC xD
the prisch tuition buddies visiting mrs yee, winit pple gg to ms leows hse, and them-buying ying's present.

twam was in the living rm hving cg. xD they like, so old. haha.
so yihui was shepherding me in the RC kitchen, which is quite pathetic. sitting on the floor with a stool as a table. lol. but we have a bonus backgrd music of twam's worship, which was very nice xD and then suddenly gi popped up. so he was studying since morn. applaud him man. focused leader. end up the entire DLs and SDLs there also, for meeting with shirls.
me n yihui were feeling very small. lol.

she imparted some worship tricks and skills. and i hope, very soon, i can lead a decent worship. want pple to go home frm cg weekly being touched and ministered. somehow.
and we ate the expired-for-five-days disneyland cookies. but so far, im well. so its edible. but we ate half n threw half away. xD

anw dont know what happened, the DLs and SDLs were in hysterics, jumping, running, screaming and they were very funny. then i turned to yihui and we said "we are stumbled." in unison. haha! and a few of them were talking at the door, and when we turn over to look agn, the 4 of them had sat ard in a circle alr, right beside the door. lol. im so blessed to be in such a church (:
oh, and we met Ywam at the coffeeshop oppo RC. haha.

oh, ytd was a great day (:
enjoyed the meeting at starbucks with core and look forwared to more. (it rhymes)
praise and worship was amazing. and the sermon was really interesting too. (and i think dennis looks like an interior designer. this is a random comment)
im so thankful, that Anderson is one of the school that has multiplied. really. we are going to grow from glory to glory! same for stnicks! jiayou!
set the numbers during dctm. and we gona witness the life transformations of many, very soon.
then went off for sakae xD with sis n broinlaw. ahha.

next few weeks gona be crazy.
but its really exciting xD